as a fellow psychedelics enjoyer - I’m an atheist. I can understand how psychedelics could cause you to become a believer of some religion or overall spirituality. But my man, you were on drugs. Yes they’re great tools for self growth and really fun too, but everything you saw came from within your head. You’ve found within yourself the need for a belief that there’s a diety or some sort of grand plan behind it all sure, but you did not find god.